To 15 year old me

Dear little me,

               Life is really incredible and it amazes you time to time, you just need to focus on it a little bit. Don’t over think situations, you are too small for them. Don’t judge your parents, they are doing things to make you learn more about life as you are growing up. You need to be a little smart as you are totally dumb and innocent and fool too.

Stop crying all the time – You are too emotional and innocent but there is no need to show everyone your emotions. Your emotions are important, so stop wasting them on everyone. Crying is not the solution and you are not responsible for everything bad happens around you. Try to see things differently. 

You are brave enough to talk to people – You have been living with your family of mother, father and brother only, no grandparents and no relatives. You are a shy one too. But there is no need to be afraid of people or crowd. You always want to talk to people but you can’t. Keep that confidence in yourself.  You will going to love talking to people as you will grow up. Talking to people or addressing crowd is not that tough. You will become a teacher and your students will love you.

You will fall in love with books, keep reading – People normally scares you and you are unable to talk, so books are your ultimate companion. But soon you will fall in love with them. You will read a lot of them and you will have small library including books more than your clothes. You are really blessed to have MADHU SHARMA mam as your English teacher, who are teaching you how to read. You will really going to miss her a lot in future as you will change your city and she will change her country.

Don’t worry about your driving skills, you will soon have driving license – Don’t bother yourself thinking that you don’t have a bicycle or will you be able to drive anytime soon as you will have your own vehicle and a driving license too. You just have to be more patient and stop feeling bad about that.

Keep playing those games in school as you going to love these exercise for the rest of the life and it will help you to learn the importance of workout – You will teach people the importance of games and a fit body. Your workout will become your confidence booster and a starter of your happy mornings. Many of your cousins and friends will envy you for your flexibility and strength so, keep loving games and playing them.

 Show some love to your friends as you will leave them soon after school and change your city – Friends are really importance and you will soon be missing them a lot and you will have a hard time making friends again because of your introvert nature. Enjoy your days with friends as you will cherish them later on when you will get your friends back through social media.

Don’t feel inferior just because you are brown in color. Brown, black, white, every color is beautiful – You are beautiful, everyone is. Your color doesn’t define you at all.  You need to understand this .you think that you are brown and nobody wants to talk to you but the reason is that you never initiate. If you want to hang out with the most awesome group of the girls, talk to them. Let them know you admire them. Stop being invisible for them, let them know you exist. In future, you also will get more of admiration and compliments for your personality. Stop feeling bad for yourself.

Don’t hesitate to do every small thing, life is all yours – You don’t do things just because you are afraid that your will not going to do that right.  You cannot just say about the result before trying. All you need to do is work, stop worrying about the conclusion all the time. After all it’s your life and you have full right to do things for your own self.  

Keep that curve on your face, your smile is beautiful – stop worrying about your smile as you have vampire teeth. They look awesome on you anyway. Keep smiling and showing people not to mess with you otherwise you can be a vampire anytime.

Love yourself- This is going to be the motto of your life. You are the most important thing for yourself. Start caring about YOU first and rest will fall in line.

Dear little me, I am really proud of the person you have become now. You have learnt so much in past few years. You are different and truly amazing. Start doing things for your own self and think more about your own happiness. You are a true fighter and keep that spirit up always. I know life is really confusing for you as you are unable to understand it but stop worrying about it that much as you will get you answers, let the right time come. Enjoy your school days as you will miss them more then you ever thought. Always remember that one person will always be on your side and will become your confident best friend that is YOU.

Love you

Your future-self